Impatience

I'm an impatient person, like I literally hate waiting. My stomach always gets burning inside or something when I have to sit down for too long. If someone asks me to describe myself in one word, I would definitely say 'impatience'. Ugh! I can not sit in the restaurant or cafe shop for more than one hour. I feel nervous when I have to wait for the nail polish to dry and I always end up fixing my eight out of ten nails. I get mad when the appointment is at 5:00pm and they come at 5:01pm, I hate waiting even it is just one minute. I think I'm also punctual because I hate waiting and I hate letting people waiting (except going to school because nobody has to wait for me and I hate waking up in the morning). When I cook, I honestly want to get those salmon or chicken or boiled broccoli out of the pot as soon as possible. I don't know if they are cooked or not but I just hate standing there and looking at them changing colors... When I buy new clothes I just want head home and try them on ASAP. I'm so weird. Or when I take new photos, I edit them on my laptop right away and get ready for a new post even my recent post was published a day ago. I played Kim Kardashian Hollywood last month and I was fed up waiting for the energy to recover. I actually looked for time hack but it didn't work for me. I deleted the app. I hate waiting for the plane to take off. I hate waiting for the bus though I have no other choice. I hate when movies are too long, I mean TOOOO long. I loose my patience easily, sometime it causes my depression in waiting. 

You may think my life misses all the fun but I think it is rustic. I'm used to it and I think it is okay to rush. But I should slow down a little bit :)

xo,

Tam.

P/s: I'm currently addicted to this song!

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